captain-ship
Thursday, January 19, 2006 | 12:06 AM | 0 hearts♥
how would you feel if the cca you have just managed to get into reduced your trainings to once a week?how would you feel if your other teammates that you have just forged bonds with went in but you didnt?
how would you feel if the news was last minute and you found that you were at a training that was not meant for you?
i think it would positively suck. big time.
it makes me feel really guilty when i think about it. and its really saddening. i mean, its nvr nice to break such news to those j1s. and its not like we wanted it. we were requested by the teacher in charge to choose the main players for the team. its like telling the rest of the people that they are not needed anymore or something, except there still remains the pretense that it becomes a recreational cca.
i know some people really and badly want to make it to the team. i feel really sorry for them when the list was drawn up. i dont know for the guys, but i do think that the past few trainings, they have been working really hard. they really sweated it out in the blistering hot hall and trained as hard as anyone else. but they just didnt make the cut. its so sad. to think your efforts were all wasted.
maybe it will change the way on how people will look towards the cca from now on, some of them. maybe they will call us arrogant idiots. maybe some will lose the passion for the sport, and have a change of heart. whatever they think of us now on, i have no idea.
when huai an told all the j1s that a new list was drawn up during training, they all went to look, i heard. and some just immediately left when they didnt see their name on the list... its like...... its really like.... omg.. the feeling when i heard it was so hard to express. i think sad would not be a good enough word to describe how i felt at their reaction to the news. haiz.
okie okie.. thats mainly what i wanted to say... and another matter. i meant to bring it up way before this, but now that the list is out, it seems pretty redundant cuz, oh well=) the list just solved the problem, but not entirely.
actually, its about the j1s. especially the girls. the j2 girls picked the j1 girls from the trial on the cca open house. Just wanted to comment on some stuff.
Firstly, if you are here to flirt, youve come to the wrong place. This cca is not a place for you to practice your flirting skills on people in the hopes of landing some superficial relationship so that you can show off to. Flirt all you want outside, I dont care, but then this is TRAINING, we come here to practice BADMINTON SKILLS, not your FLIRTING SKILLS.
Secondly, I don’t care who you are, or what you are, but if you come for our training, you jolly well get SERIOUS about it. One thing I cant stand is the attitude you bring when you come for the training. If that is what you are going to give, you can don’t come for the training thanks. Dont waste my time cuz ive got better things to do which includes training better people than YOU. (eh. It rhymes. Zzz.)
Thirdly, I dunno whats with the in thing with your handphones. Maybe in my first three months I did use my phone a little excessively during trainings, but that’s cuz it was damn damn damn slack, but not as much as YOU. Wah its like everything I turn around there will be some girl who will sit on the chair or stand outside the hall using the phone to chat when we are…TRAINING? WOW. TRAIN YOUR TONGUE? Nice try.
So, to the person who is happens to read this and fulfills the three requirements, I’ll probably be seeing you only on Mondays every week instead of the three days. Not happy? Bye bye. I don’t really care.
I don’t really give a **** to what you think of me, but as long as im the girls captain, I do expect that you would be at the very least serious in the training, else, why come? And who likes flirts anyway?
Hmmm… another thing. I just wish that the girls would have their own initiative to go and train themselves. Not that im throwing you to one side and ignoring you, but then im not some uh… female ninja that knows how to split herself??? I duno how to describe it. Lol. But then, just saying that, I cant always be there to check on all of you, like, have you ended your match, what are you supposed to do next etc cuz I have to train myself too. So it would be nice, that if you were not asked to do anything by any of the captains, to just take the initiative to take up the racket and go play? Anything is fine, a match, just casual playing ANYTHING. Besides its so much better than sitting down there, just chatting and rotting in the process. That’s why the guys always improve so much faster. Don’t you realize that everytime a court is open, they just rush for the chance to play? And that’s the major difference between the girls and the guys.
Actually I meant to tell the girls this during today’s training… but since the list is up… forget it. But I still wanted to write it down… hahahaha.
Tired. Im going to sleep. Bye.