haiz...<_>
Monday, July 11, 2005 | 9:24 PM | 0 hearts♥
haiz. today was so.. i oso duno how to say. wateva.anyway got into a huge arguement la. dun wan to say... sometimes when you recount things it can really make yr blood boil cuz both sides wun give in.
anyways. i apologise for what i have done although i think that some things that you say to me, i dun feel that its really correct.
i duno... during that time i was reflecting... and i was thinking maybe i should resign from being gals captain. whats the use of being the cap when you cannot even get along with the other... totally no use at all. that time.. it was like one arguement just leads to another bigger one. and i think until now its not really resolved... maybe just a standstill or something.
actually i was really p.i.s.s.e.d until i won the game. but then its not something like you think that you won and then you are pacified and start to treat the other person nice. becuz, yes winning may be a major factor, and it was what caused the arguement, but in my personal opinion it is that who in the world would just do something liddat. you know it, i know it, and you keep insisting that its more of the player, was he there or not factor. although there may be a logic to that, but in reality its not always the case.we all have to take risks.
well of cuz its such a minor competition, why do we have to treat it like its life-and-death situation. yes yes i agree. but the point is, i want to say that how you do things is not the way, just like in any piece of homework, you have to put in yr total effort to do it well. thats exactly what im trying to say. although i do admit that you bent the rules a little for me in the first day... well if you want to talk rules, alright fine, that rule was not put on BLACK AND WHITE okie. it didnt say the person can just change whenever he or she feels like it at anytime.
oOo. whats the pt of saying all these. no use at all. in the end, you have yr own opinion, i have my own opinion and so on so forth.
AND, i may accept what you have told me, but it doesnt mean i have to like you. cuz im still quite p.i.s.s.e.d at the incident.
anyway.... congrats to bikila for being the badminton champs this year... all of you guys really helped out alot and i appreciate it. couldnt have done it w/o you all...=)
bought chocs for the whole team. hope they like it. cuz its sad that there is no prize for helping out with all that sweat and time put in. stupid bikila captain.
and i want to thank all supporters of bikila, be it physical or mental.
yeah. gd luck for the match k. although i dun think you need it. sure can win de. wanted to tell you but then i was still too p.i.s.s.e.d.
have to study for econs test tmr... and i duno how in the world to score for the paper... what i heard from mr seah goes in as information and comes out as rubbish. whats wrong with my heaD? hopefully i can get an average score then im happy.
and... thank you to joan and sharon who heared me out. yes with ears and tissue paper.. hahax. and to all the rest who were concerned.
okie. im done for today. im just so tired and i just want to sleep and forget everything, but certainly not my revision
see ya