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Friday, August 26, 2005 | 9:45 PM | 0 hearts♥
hey its a friday so im taking the chance to blog for you my dear reader=D its a okie day for me i guess? except for the fact that the sleeping at 3am thing was abit too much for me to endure i think. i slept so much during gp... felt really bad cuz i think mr lim caught me alot of times but he didnt say me. haha. but at least i answered his qn so maybe its giving him more respect... but he called kok siang out of sleep LOL. not me... privileged as a girl huh whats the society coming to these days. but i cannot deny that i enjoy the benefits=)uh.
im really depressed and sad by the fact that i didnt have partial examination. not that i deserve one in the first place lolx...
but
when you have people around you all getting that kind of good grades
you tend to wander
why in the world are you in the jc fighting with all these high IQ people.
why in the world you are sitting with them chatting, when you know that deep down inside you are feeling sorry that you arent studying.
why in the world you participate in activities, when you are feeling pathetic about your state of life.
all the why in the worlds. and no one to answer them except yourself.
its useless to brood over the subject if you dun buck up. jc life goes downhill when you dun study trust me.
alright i'll just talk about today. it was our learning journey at ITE balestier. actually, after you visited their campus you start to appreciate the value of their existence. people just think, heck even it ITE kids arent around we'd survive. well i think thats just plain stupid thinking of stereotyping them. there are certainly loads of other stuff that we would nvr get to see or know if we dont go down to see it for ourselves, thats for sure. and ITE students... hmm the ITS THE END icon doesnt really stick out that badly. cept for people who like to slack in there. hahax.
anyway the councillors of ITE all look like ah lians and ah bengs. scared me a little haha. but the guy who took us was really not too bad. he let us smuggle extras into our bags=) and he's only older than us by 1 year! shocking huh haha.
i really disliked the class that came with us today cuz they were really irritating. its like, on the way to the ITE, there was this girl from that class singing with that low pitch voice of hers and she has absolutely no clue that she cant sing well enough for superstar to take her into the prelimary rounds. its like, she sings, she sings, she sings, and she sings non-stop all the way with that pavaroti voice of hers, all without the wobbling. its totally rubbish and she cant hold a tune. i think i'd take jj choir over her any day lols.
during the presentation that guy was reading out his grp's answers to that qn with that pseudo accent of his which just serves to piss people off. first is his super idiotic way of talking and secondly he actually had enough saliva to talk for ard 15 mins or so, leaving the rest of us just less than 5 mins to spare. wats so funny can you tell me? since you dont really have the intention of presenting your answers but you just want to make a fool out of yourself and amuse the audience in which our class was totally not at all, be my guest. be all irritating you want to be and i don care, really.
o ya and the presenter of our talk was this girl, i think she was a councillor too. super boring. who in the world wants to listen to the mountains of digits you heap onto us about the statistics of your college. i just want to sleep because i only slept at 3 am do you know? you and your speech. and she's those kind of people that actually doesnt think much of people like us, in jcs. she thinks we cant hear the suck-up sarcasism of her saying" do you know? or you like to write thats why you duno" wth.
she's that kind of person
she throws you sentences of praise
she thinks you are an ultra idiot for believing her
she thinks that she is better than us cuz we are those head-in-the-clouds people who talk big, and act big when people like her actually do the job. basically, bimbos and hotcakes to a certain extent.
but actually
she's the bimbo who thinks that we dont know what she's thinking
she's the disgusting person who only knows how to suck up to people cuz she didnt have the decency to pick up her studies earlier and now people trample over her like dirt
she's the ultra idiot who believes that we believe what she is telling us
man do you know how much i dislike that kind of people. you claim that you have seen the reality, the dirty side of the world, that you are not those classical rich spoilt brats that think that they are the kings and queens of the world. but really, how much do you know? you think that you have seen the truth? you think that you are really correct?
discrimination of classes. ive been on the topside and the underside so i can prove it. being in the top class gets you discriminaton by those lower ones. what with the they are so clever and stuck up kids. being in a lousy school gets you looked down by others. hah.
maybe a bit overreacting... lolx. well im stopping here. see ya