lazy
Sunday, September 11, 2005 | 12:58 AM | 0 hearts♥
im too lazy to blog. dun kill me guys, i mean literally.im oso too lazy to blog about my West 6 camp. it was like.. i duno. i cant say i enjoyed it fully to every extent. okie i'll summarize.
first day:
report to camp... got posted to grp 3 with cha eng eddy kok siang..not bad. then have others like huai an(the horror.. jkjk lol) and marcus whom i know. kok siang was sick... but i think he secretly was happy that he was. lol. er.. lunch was pathetic in some way. meagre servings. poor girls. and worse, poor guys. they have bigger stomachs. then dinner was quite interesting... we had no utensils. eat with our hands. you see those indian guys just laughing and eating like no one's business and you wonder wat in the world are you doing picking at crumbling rice and making yourself silly. but e long beans were nice. or was it that i was hungry? at night. stupid aircon. i didnt bring my sleeping bag la. cuz i thought track pants and jacket can survive. its insanity. wat was i thinking! woke at 2 plus. walk ard and went to sleep till 4 plus. then sleep till 5 again. super sian.
second day:
the games were not exactly very fun. especially telematch... super itchy legs.. station master giving us attitude... instructions not clear. nvr mind we were super enthu after that scolding we got. lol!!!! enthu like duno what. even mr ng oso laugh. haha. dinner was fabulous. we got to stay back till 7 waiting for line night. line night was not too bad. i only liked the dance part. the rest... is normal stuff. but that boy joshua SUPER CUTE. the way he talk, his actions and all that, can be my idol liao. haha. mr leow's talk was supposed to make pple cry. lucky i didnt. but maybe its becuz it wasnt so emotional compared to the last two camps i had. maybe im just heartless? haha..duno. but its oso good that i dun cry. my eyes will become super red everyone sure siam me. went down when lights out to gather with classmates. quite full... the chicken noodles super bland.. urgh. feasted on chocolates and cookies and ritz biscuits which confirm will kill the sore throats that everyone had from screaming cheers earlier. haha. slept at 2, woke at 4.30. slept some more till 5 plus. all becuz? no sleeping bag. hah my just desserts.=/
third day:
dismissal!!! i miss sleep, i miss my bed like crazy. but first went to eat at jp.. i think everyone was quite hungry in some way. went for kfc and i saw sharon and kai lun and their friends. and the name list. duno what happen? maybe manhui will pass it to me in school someday. went home.. crap abit about my house... went to bathe. later... think i went online. yeah. kok siang oso online... some others oso. power house haha. went to sleep at 7. sleep all the way to thursday morning 7 wake up to go for maths lecture. haha.. missed my dinner, missed my breakfast..
fourth day(after camp):
maths lecture for..2 hours. had a slight headache cuz nvr eat food... the apple pie.. was HEAVEN. haha. went for econs.. 3 hours. super sian. mr seah asked us to do some MCQ... so i slacked for duno how long. maybe half the lesson? the rest just hear him blah blah blah the exam answers.. then we got off early. cuz no one wanted to go thru mono qns.. lol. went to eat at market... then went back school to play badminton. i must be crazy. play oso dun really have the mood. huai an more enthu than me after this camp... so motivated by the 5 Ps i think. lol. and he still say during dinner: i will give it to that person. WHOA. brainwash 100%. mr ng's sentence oso copy.. pro... during dinner super funny la... laugh like crazy... cuz of benny haha.... ask all of you: who would you choose, a banana tree or a banana seller? haha...
fifth day:
didnt want to go for training. wanted to zi bi at home... too much time outside makes me feel sick... monday to friday stay out of the house almost the whole day.. horrible. oso because this week have camp ba. so no mood. sorry-.- did the mono MCQ. all my answers wrong. super sian. then didnt want to do homework liao. sleep.
today(sixth day):
wake at 12. went to orchard with sis to do stuff.... then go kino.... bought the jap version of newtype(amazing that its still available)... then went to my cousin's house for dinner. so i missed my lunch. only when going to the mrt eat one bao. going to my cousin's house eat one doughnut. totally no mood. cuz dun have time to eat.. rush here rush there. during dinner cannot tahan... eat two bowls of rice.. haha. but my aunt's cooking as usual was fab.. so it was an enjoyable dinner=)
my eldest aunt is not getting any older. she's prob nearing 70 in a few years time. how many more times would i be able to sit down with her, to enjoy a dinner like just now? i know she has not many more years left, but its so hard to be happy, when you know that she's getting older. she has many common ailments of old people, leg pains, and all that. but she doesnt complain. my cousins whom she lives with worry. they give her money to take taxis for her trips out of the house, but she always walks and nvr uses the money, and lies to them that she has done so. lately they ask us to come over for dinner at some food stalls because they are worried that she might overexert herself in cooking dinner for them. but she insists on cooking, and retorts that if we were not going to let her cook, then it might not be long before we wont get a chance to taste it again. it is so heart wrenching to see her aging. how much longer will she be here with us, every new year, every birthday, every holiday, with her cooking, with her character that i loved so much since young? as i type im crying, and i know i truely love her, more than my grandmother whom i did not see often. that is because her presence has been deeply felt in my heart in the past, when she held me in her arms as a baby, up till now, and forever. i love her so much, and anyone that i hold dear to me. i love you all.