mooncake festival=)
Saturday, September 17, 2005 | 1:19 AM | 0 hearts♥
why do i blog? nice qn. cuz i want to share what had been going on with my life. my point of view of stuff. how i think of certain stuff. the know-me-better theory that everyone bullshits about.you think that i blog just for you to speculate about me? to make unsavoury comments about what i say? then wth do you think i want to blog? for you to kp me izzit?
so for those who have the intention to come and read my blog just to bitch about me later behind my back, fukk off.
have i done wrong in blogging about what i think? if you dun like me already, can i safely assume that you visit my blog just to critize what i did, what i typed? so that your heart leaps with joy on seeing one new thing that you can gossip about to your friends? that adds on to your all-too-long list of things that i dun like about shujun?
you know, if you really dont like me. quit giving me the attitude. just stay far away from me and you can be happy all you want.
do you know the worse thing about blogging is that, yes naturally everyone is free to view what you say. but, what if the person you actually want to talk about negatively visits yr blog? anyway there would be a pretty good chance, what with people linking you here and there. hah. i could link until i found one of my pri sch frens. see? that means, you have to restrict yr comments to yrself. its not like no one ever gossips. i have my fair share too. but sometimes when you want to write abt the person that made yr blood boil one day, you just cant write it for fear of murderous looks by the person next day. where is the freedom, heck, was there any in the first place.
actually i would dearly like to shoot certain people. but i'll just shut up. cuz i really dun want to make enemies or fall out with friends that i knew. do you know its like a gaping abyss whenever you see someone that you had publicly fell out with? that nth can go back. cold shoulders wherever you go. its so horrible.
some people blog for other reasons. one is to piss people off with their content by being haolian. another is.... cannot say., however it also does its job of pissing people off. but i can say that the latter has written content that smacks of hypocrisy in my eyes. right in the face.
vulgarities day cuz all the pent up emotions i have been feeling about this is reaching the limit. i simply dun care. haha and it actually happens at mooncake festival? maybe im feeling too heaty so i exploded. kinda lol. too many mooncakes huh.
its raining right now... i feel better. in some way.
today was exhausting. ran from school to woodlands and ran back to school again for mooncake celebrations. then ran to the canal for my class annual celebration. got home pretty late. didnt have time for dinner cuz i was too busy playing... haha.
at first i couldnt go cuz the tuition was scheduled at 5.... later managed to change it to 4. so lucky... haha. else i think i would have missed both celebrations. hmmmm i lost to ms leow in chess.... haha figures. i was nvr good in it anyway... aiyah but it was really a pity.... she die die oso dun wan to give me a chance to win her-.- hamper me with other stuff so i cannot jiang her. in the end i lost to her cuz she put me in a tight spot with my jiang. super sian.... haha. and all the guys complaining cuz we take so much time in this set... -.- . wl... super hard to concentrate when you have someone telling you that you will lose... you will lose. -.- or that you are getting old cuz you are so slow in moving the pieces......... so noisy.bleargh.
i saw chin wei in school today!!!!!!! hahahahahhahaa the figure up there looked so familiar, with his actions and the way he talks.. i was thinking maybe, then REALLY it was him.... lmao. super lame. anyway it was a surprise that he would come to jj???
went to the canal... i finally got the hang of playing bridge! omg its super addictive... play and play and play... just like dai dee... haha. but then i duno how to count the sets and the wat? duno what betting thingy at the start.... put the cards i at least how to. haha.
thats all for today... going to wake up super late i think tmr. think ard 1 or 2 pm? haha..cuz no sch tmr..hurray!!!! enjoy your weekends everyone=)