stressed
Thursday, November 10, 2005 | 7:56 PM | 0 hearts♥
right now im feeling quite stressed up. cuz tmr will be the actual exam for my grp's OP. and im panicking like crazy cuz my grp hasnt met up for a single time since that rehearsal we had on monday. im feeling so anxious, and i duno where to start. whats more i have to do my InR which is supposedly to be submitted tmr. haiz. i just wish that everything will go smoothly for me, especially my part. if i ever make a stupid blunder... o man. i will wish for a big big hole underneath me so that i can hide my face. argh. no its the entire me. vanish off the face of earth, vanish from the examiners. aarrgghh.
and yippee ive been getting loads better! i wun cough for my OP that im sure=)
well this afternoon i was coughing real bad. if you were worried.. hm i think you are? or if you feel upset or something. im really sorry. cuz i didnt know eating chicken will increase the flam. i learnt that from sharon when we were doing the deco. haha. cuz i ate a... er.... baker's oven chicken pie from spc. haha-.- i shall learn from my mistakes.
so, in the period of coughing, i learnt that, you cannot take
1. fried food
2. cold drinks
3. ice cream
4. fast food
5. chicken
6. fruits
and unfortunately, i have taken all of them, except for ice cream, and coughed like there's no tmr, until someone tells me that i cant have them in the first place. dun follow me k=P
so sharon tells me not to have chicken. so i choose apple latice during the dry run. and my god, did i ever REGRET that decision so much. what was i thinking!!! the apple.. uh. sauce? uh. apple fillings i think. anyway, they were like some hardened glue on something. i could chew and chew and chew on that particular part and it still wouldnt come out. omg. stupid pastry! finally i just tore the whole thing and shoved it into my mouth. then my mouth almost couldnt close. cuz it was so hard to crush it to stupid bits for me to swallow. what in the world is wrong with this pastry!!! i think spc must be laughing at me for being the last idiot to buy their elephant glue apple lattice. i shall nvr, nvr ,nvr buy it again. and trust me. you dun wan to taste it too. lol.
we finally finished deco. looks pretty nice, for the whole passageway. mr tan treated the whole grp to drinks. unfortunately i couldnt drink it. so i gave it away=/ so wasted. haha. on me i mean.
animes are really different from the comics. which makes it so anticlimax sometimes. but a twist to a repeated story is always welcome i guess, though the endings were the same? hm. i haven finished watching it yet though. it has so many episodes... going to take forever. watched almost for 2 hours, and i still haven finish disc 1..zzz btw its chrono crusade im watching=)
feel better now i guess. shall go bathe. then i shall do my stuff. all the best for those who have OP tmr!!!