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Tuesday, January 24, 2006 | 6:16 PM | 0 hearts♥
finally got the time. it was rather unexpected. but i would gladly have taken this chance than to go shopping actually. sorry xj looool. anyway you had your classmates with you.when i face my homework, i think i can wilt in agony. so much things to learn and yet ive not revised and etc etc abcdefg. aiyah. hopeless. and today the physics lecture totally distracted. zzz. school is starting to get boring if you dont bother to pay attention. civics was a pompous idiotic waste of time cause i didnt feel like helping out at all. i feel like ponning friday. anyway its just a half day, and i dont think i want to spend my time seeing people performing for a few hours. i hope i get sick by friday. then good.
hmmm. on the other hand. its never nice to get sick near the new year. its a miserable time. i had it during sec 3. i got sick on the 2nd day and only recovered when school reopened. wah that one sucked totally. everyone enjoyed themselves while i lay on the bed feeling super dead. and adding in last year's countdown, i think i have enough. lol.
actually i came online to use the lms. and in the end i was uh.... attracted? pulled by a magnetic force? distracted? sucumbed to temptation? whatever. just that i ended up blogging again. shoot. next time i dont want to go home so early, if possible. but for today, i just felt like it. sorry papa for forcing you to go out and buy me lunch. thank you so much....=)
um. actually. i wished you heard what i said during physics lecture. i duno if you did. after telling both of them everything, i feel very drained. and also, speaking of it always gets me upset cause its like dragging out all the unhappy thoughts and forcing yourself to talk about it. its exhausting, its unhappy, and i dont like it... so i'd appreciate if you guys dont ask me whats happening. cuz i dont feel like telling anymore. except maybe tmr, one last time, if there is ever a chance. i duno. haiz. i duno anymore. just hope i guess=/
sometimes i just wonder if its just me, not anyone.