friday and scattered thoughts
Thursday, April 06, 2006 | 10:11 PM | 0 hearts♥
my friday is ruined='( hence ive got no mood to do any homework as the thought of tmr is just so negative. haiz. trying to stay positive has never been harder now compared to the past two weeks. damn the SPA and some weird display of badminton allegiance to the coach which im forced to accept. dammit.
shant think of it anymore... yeah right. stay positive. its a neverending struggle.
should i give in and procrastinate, slack the whole day and turn into one pathetic sack of couch potatoes. or should i just whip myself hard to slog for a few more pieces of homework that are not due for a long time to come. should i study for SPA. okie thats bullshit. obviously ive got to revise a little at least.
but im feeling way down. so i think. i should study for some freaking SPA. tonight. at the time of 10.16pm which i have already procrastinated for say, 1 hour on the computer. glued to the screen like ive never seen or felt one before. dang.
hate tmr la. boring GP tutorial. econs lecture probably not listening to Ms Chin and stone/sleep. econs tut taken by relief teacher but i think she's good. however there lies the probability of not staying awake in all my tutorials. physics is SPA. T_T. dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang dang. after that rush to help coach. get spirited away to some foreign primary school where the kids would go ohhhhhhhhh and ahhhhhhhh when jessica me yi he and hao dong play. makes me feel like a poser hahahahhahahahha. but i guess it could get interesting. then after that... nothing but to go home and rot=(
coach wants the girls to train 3 times a week as 2 is not enough. and those teachers can be so inconsiderate and always use the courts to play their leisure matches when we already face a shortage of them for training. in such a crucial period too=/ but its not like we will say it. think the teachers later not happy also.
maybe i should go for wednesday. cca day afterall. but i dont like the notion of having to play three days straight. i think i might collapse not from training, but the mountains of homework that stack up on me for that 3 days as i might not have the energy to do them at night. and friday should be a day to celebrate. monday i wear uniform so i dun like the training also. DUH!!!!!!! so irritating.
pt to note: i should stop drinking bubble tea. i feel very fat when i drink it. and i could probably save alot of money by withholding a year's supply of them. quite an entertaining prospect. remind me when i tell you i want to drink bubble tea, except for kevin. i dont allow you toXD
which reminds me. i played badminton with kevin today! it was fanscinating to play with him i must say. he showed me many many bizarre shots that i never knew existedXD played for a very long time and at the end of it all, he was drenched in sweat. compared to me... its a striking dissimilar appearance.
*hits shuttle to the back*
*hits shuttle high up just over the net*
*lifts to the right*
*runs over and hits it high to the middle of the court*
*hits back*
*smashed cum drop shot, duno which one he was trying to do lol*
*defended and shuttle crosses over the net*
*nets back*
*lifted the shuttle*
*shuttle hits the ceiling and drops abruptly down instead of a smooth arch to the back*
*cannot catch the shuttle. lol.*
*.......*
*YOU CHEATED!!!!!!*
what a memorable rallyXD i won that of course. hahahahahahhahahahhaha.