Wednesday, May 17, 2006 | 5:07 PM | 0 hearts♥
"shujun you looked pissed""shujun you look like you want to hit somebody"
"why you look so sian"
the main three sentences spoken to me for this whole week by everyone around me, the primary highlight of this week.
well assuming that everyone cares or that everyone is so terrified of me that i have to act before the situation gets out of hand, im trying my best to explain my behaviour these days.
well... to my ex-classmates. every morning i will sit with you guys yes every single morning. and lately, starting from this week most likely i cant rmbr; i just go and say hi to you before scooting away to some secluded spot in the school. sometimes i dont even say hi. woops. okie okie really sorry to all of you, regardless of whether you miss me or not. but usually i dont talk so much at the table because im frantically doing homework to notice your talk... haha so i guess it doesnt matter that much right. uh... back to the topic.. well it seems like i procrastinated too much lately so i have too much homework to do and countless topics to revise for my exams and upcoming tests especially maths. i would really love to sit with all of you.. but then after a certain time the canteen gets f***ing noisy with those irritating j1s making a din beside us and i cant concentrate. okie and some j2s. and the table is always dirty, hard to put things there and write properly. and it gets too crampy cuz we have too many people. sooooooo... i just moved to somewhere quieter to try to mop up my stuff. end of story. probably im missing out on socialising loads but it beats having to go on a homework marathon. sorry haha.
to my classmates currently... uh... well. insufficient sleep is a basic factor. you all know that i always sleep in lectures and tutorials... so... nth much to say yeah. but the little bits i catch here and there can hardly make up for my sleep deficit. little sleep=grumpy mood+no energy=dead face+easily irritated+cant be bothered=stoning+not talking. thats the equation that ive kindly put out for you. anyways yeah i think my tolerance level took quite a dip for this week... sorry for looking like you owe me money and didnt return or that you need some bashing up or giving you charcoal/sian faces and everything. no sleep... homework is really straining me out when i burn midnight oil and still cant finish my stuff... and a little stuff affecting me blah blah blah that goes on a vicious cycle. sooo im looking forward to the extra holiday haha on friday. i think if i were to go to jie sheng house i would still spend the entire day sleeping for hours to make up for sleep loss this week. haha. thats it so sorry to everyone especially kevin la.
okie explaination over. i cant be bothered to continue blogging.