grrrrrr
Friday, July 28, 2006 | 8:29 PM | 0 hearts♥
if i could turn back time...no no no this post has to reflect my feelings right now.
IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME!!!!!!!! ARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH
1) i make sure that i wouldnt be an asshole and took up triple science and went to the 3A/4A. i would make sure i choose arts as my subject and have ms hoe as my art teacher from sec 3 to sec 4 dabbing paintbrushes everyday into a pot of paint. KNS.
2) i make sure that the art club was established earlier when i was in sec1 instead of sec4 when im about to leave. KNS.
3) I MAKE SURE THAT I WOULDNT BOTHER ABOUT MY PARENTS OPINIONS THAT I SHOULD GO TO A JC INSTEAD OF A POLY. KNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am super pissed, SUPER PISSED. ARRRGGGGHHH. if time ever turned back for me i make sure that i would pursue my dreams in every single way accessible starting from when i wanted to.
and now congratulations. i bet i cant get into digital animation or game design courses with all those criteria. i hate my life to the core. thank you to the asshole decisions that i made and thank you to the influence from my parents that the gaming industry is not meant for girls and they would have no future. now i can never achieve my dreams. thanks ah mama and papa. im seriously mad at you for not giving me the chance.
if i ever have children i will definately make sure that i would give them my full support in any way possible as long as its not against moral values. so that i wouldnt be a temporary asshole like my parents in this situation. ARRRRGGGGHHHH I NEVER SO HATED ASSHOLES THAN NOW!!!!!!
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after controlling my temper long enough to write the next sentence without any vulgarities, i admit that:
1) my parents were assholes for not supporting my dream
2) but i still love them very much for everything else
i make sure i play warcraft at least once everyday to spite them from now on.
the end. too kek to say anything else. BAH