Monday, September 25, 2006 | 8:58 PM | 0 hearts♥
second post of the day. i feel much more calm now. like a 60% calmness or something whatever.for those who didnt see the first one earlier, which is like probably everybody, since i didnt blog for close to 3 weeks. too bad, you had yr chance... now that post is FOR MY EYES ONLY.
sorting out some stuff. i might still maple with my lousy com again, but i have no mood for today already. i just hate it when i trained so hard and i died twice and all my efforts wasted all because of the stupid lagging hanging com.
second, happy birthday joel/muthu.
thirdly, im angry, im sad. im pissed, with a sense of dissappointment. i dont want anyone to ask me what is happening. the person should know. im not going to explain. if you dont know, you dont remember, you are ignoring it or whatever it is, i have nothing to say, cuz its your mind, your brain, your grey matter or whatever shit i dont give a damn to because simply speaking, im not you
fourth. ive said it already. DO NOT ASK ME WHAT IS HAPPENING CUZ IM NOT ANSWERING YOU