Having a big bunch of worries,

1 - to survive for 3 more days before my parents come home
2 - when will my pay come in?! taking damn long la
3 - bf now works at the insane hour of 5pm-5am. If light shift, 5pm - 2am. Not like it helps. I can't see him often because of the difference in our work hours.

Although I understand that he wants to have more income (I do too), I'm a little disappointed. It's not like we talk everyday (we don't really not even a single sms unless I sms him first), and now he wants to work at incredible hours that don't even let us meet up properly and spend time together. Sometimes I'd like to question his priorities in life.

I don't need him to always have to make time for me and always be there to attend to my needs. But I believe that it is not very healthy when my bf does not bother to take the initiative to talk to me once in a while, especially at the period where he takes up this kind of midnight job while I do a day one that doesn't allow us to meet. Heck, when both of us are online on msn he doesn't bother to msn me as well. The thing I'm most angry and worried over is that when I msg him while he is working, he doesn't bother to reply at all which I understand, but at least he could just sms back a reply when he finishes work.

Well, he doesn't. It probably doesn't occur to him to do that, which to me is rather irritating because if he has that mentality that if sms during work = don't reply, then why do you think I would SMS? It's for you to take ur time to reply what. Anyway he doesn't. But if it were me, I would be still happy to reply him no matter how tired I am after work. That's how love works for me. It's not the first time already. Always, and always I will be chiding him for not bothering to communicate with him. He will always take note then, but give him a few days, a week or two and it drops back into the same routine.



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