Just some resolutions for the year. Some say resolutions are useless. But guess what? I AGREE! Still, I make them because I feel like making them all of a sudden. If I fulfill it, yay. If I don't, well better luck next time or something.

So here goes.. making 10 of them:

1) have a healthier sleep cycle of 8am till 12pm

2) investing more effort and time into my schoolwork

3) spending more time with my friends and family

4) being less temperamental

5) get serious about looking at my career prospects and working at the company i would like to try for

6) eat healthily

7) doodle/practise more

8) hook up my ps2 to a huge screen and start playing games

9) learn japanese

10) get driving license

Some short reasons on these 10.. (1) and (6) was for my own health. If I don't have my proper meals and sleep I really can't get things done and it's annoying. (2), (5), (7) and (8) was for my aspiration to enter the animation industry. Very soon I will start to do my specialisation, and on top of that I think it's very impt to keep my grades and standard up because truly, you can't go far with half assed effort in this industry.

(3) and (4) was due to a falling out with a friend. Till now, I have no qualms about losing the friendship. Perhaps the part where I told him to save his thanks was extreme, but other than that I don't feel guilt nor even sadness. I even surprise myself when I thought back about how the friendship ended. There may be some things in my subconscious that I did not know that has led me to feel this way, but there are some that I know. But if I feel that way, so be it. Everything has a reason. Even if we apologised to each other I doubt things would be the same (at least for my side). I only felt bad for the bystanders who got affected. In any case, from then on I told myself to be a better person and stop taking people for granted. By no means is it absolute - there would definitely be times were I start to get temperamental but I would tell myself to control. So far it's working and I'm happy =)

(9) and (10) are just some oldddddddd resolutions that I have made them in the past and not fulfilled. See, stuff like these always roll forward it's not unusual. Bah.