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Fatigue
Wednesday, April 04, 2012 | 11:59 PM | 0 hearts♥
These days I get tired really easily. In school, I'm quite awake (cuz I try to sleep at 12 now). When I get home and do stuff to unwind, I get more and more tired to the point where I have no energy to do homework, much less have the motivation. And then I end up sleeping even earlier to make up for the deficiency (I presume) = didn't touch the homework at all. Urgh... I guess I got to pile up the work on the weekends..

Anyway our lecturer looked through the video we edited so far and told us to change it from a horror film to a comedy-horror film. -_-||| It's damn sian. Have to redo and add in many things to change it and we already have no time. And honestly, there are some parts that I don't really find it very funny. Things like the person screaming at the end was kind of like a placeholder cuz I didn't like it and intended to change, but when they heard they thought it was intended and said we should make it into a comedy film instead. Zzz. 2nd thing is comedy horror films are totally not my cup of tea. Nice to watch, but I never want to do one because it's just not my style.

Can you imagine me sitting beside the lecturer in front of everyone, him giving me tons of ideas that I thought were damn cheesy to make people laugh while I was still trying to grapple with the fact that the video that we worked on so long was bad because of failed audio. And I have to deal with this entirely new shit of making it funny (and everyone was so enthu about it). Omg it's like a nightmare come true.

End of the day, since he says we should change it to save the project so be it, but I hated the fact that everyone thought I was devastated and kept telling me to "don't be upset". That was because the attitude was shown to me till it went to the point of annoyance. Not meaning to be offensive, I know they meant well, but I hate people harping on things like these. It was as if I would break down and cry and they were trying to console me - that kind of attitude. I seriously hate that. I may be sad inside, may complain about having to redo stuff, but I'm not THAT sensitive. Assignments are assignments. If they don't work they won't, and I will change it if need be it's that simple. It may be stressful, may make you disappointed to know your work wasn't accepted but that's life, so take it into your stride, learn and move on.

But back to the video. We had to redo, and now the project's with the producer and she's trying to edit to make it funny. Can't wait to see what she comes up with. Haha. I wish she would just edit the video to perfection in one shot so we can dump this project and not touch it ever again seriously.

And in other news, nothing much. Work piling on me like falling rain. Desktop monitor went dead, got to get a new one soon if not I can't do any work cuz all the programs are on my desktop. Hectic...




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