While walking around the shopping mall after dinner, I came across a gaming shop having a closing down sale.

Immediately my eyes sparkled and I went in, hoping to find something nice.

So I ransacked the only place worth ransacking, the games corner and I actually found FF's four heroes of light DS cartridge!!!!! I couldn't believe my eyes. It was going for 49 bucks, but there was a 30% discount stuck to the box so I didn't know if it was before or after. Either way, it should be slightly cheaper than the usual price I imagine.

Then I remembered I downloaded the pirated one (and almost finished it) and regretfully walked away. I'm an avid fan of square games, and honestly, I would not have minded to spend the money just to buy that last cartridge published by my favourite developer. But I didn't know why I told myself to not buy it when I had already gotten it (through piracy). Maybe I felt bad if I said I wanted it because I knew I didn't bring my purse and my dad would have paid for it with his money (and I hate owing people).

It was like walking away from a gem that only I could see sparkling among the crowd of aunties and uncles.

Feels a little... sad.



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