I woke up 4pm.

No actually, I woke at 12pm. Then I checked my clock, threw it on the bed and continued to sleep for another 4 hours.

.... what a complete waste of my time. What's more, half of that 4 hours was spent awake and staring blankly at my room while lying on my bed.

Finally I dragged myself off the bed, ready to do work. Instead I stared at the computer, checked my emails... watched a gintama episode or 2 till 8pm, that was when I really decided I had to self whip my motivation and start doing SOMETHING.

So yes, I finally made a post on the Japanese studies forum (that hopefully counts as 1 mark to my participation in there). and then I went to bathe. AND NOW, I. MUST. START. WORK.

My group member called me up today and after a little discussion, I realised that the essay's not in great shape. So really really I should start work, gah. Please pray that I can churn out something awfully awesome that will make my tutor's jaw drop (or at least be impressed) AND hopefully I can integrate it successfully with my member's parts. Their's are pretty much.... screwed.

Nowadays, I realised that work really can't be done quickly when I'm home. Maybe it's because the environment is so different, you don't have peers doing work beside you. And maybe because I'm too relaxed at home. It's not very comfortable in school, and so usually when I'm there I tend to try and do my work to take my mind off sitting on a damn hard bench or with the horrid coldness of the club room. Thus, usually work speeds up by at least 200%. Unfortunately, I'm quite sick of going back to school day after day, especially on Wednesdays when it's my free day. That's because I hate the trips to and fro from my house to school, unless I'm planning to stay overnight in school.

Meeting bf at 2am after his work later. I'm glad that we are finally meeting.

XOXO

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