Working feels great. I mean, getting money feels awesome.

That was how I felt when I finally got my pay for the last 2 days today. At last my account doesn't look empty anymore. But right now I worry for the next job because I won't get hired (that NTU one) till July again. I don't like the feeling of floating around doing odd jobs here and there. I like stable ones but as a part timer I can't expect much. The upside about that NTU job was that the ic was pleased enough with my work to even ask me to come back during the December holidays to continue working for them. (makes me happy too) So I won't have to keep searching for another job.

Looking around, seeing people take the MRT, I start to really observe the people around me. Like the lady who carries a Coach handbag and a MiuMiu in another. Another who crams her feet into a pair of heels too small for her obviously but looks pretty expensive. Of exhausted people sleeping on the train after a day of work. That's probably how I might become someday and honestly, I feel like a very, very common person. In the sense that I'm just another plain'o fish in the sea swimming about trying to survive. Don't know. I think I should do something really enriching for myself. Ok I think it's a little abstract. But anyways, I really appreciate doing work that I like. I liked that admin job because I got to play with photoshop and pictures so it wasn't that bad. I enjoyed it so much that I didn't even mind OT-ing a little before I left. So yeah. I really hope I will get a game artist's dip and get employed doing work I enjoy. That's probably the first and most important goal for me.

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