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making a +ve change in my life i hope
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 | 10:49 AM | 0 hearts♥
not frequently updating my blogs = dun read other pple's blog = not updated on wad they do = IM SO OUTDATED!!!!!!!!!!

ok stupid theory but it works for me. last night when i finally blogged so late, i took the chance to explore my fren's blogs which i haven't been touching for umpteen years. and all i can say is, wow. everyone is moving on ahead compared to me LOL

im still stuck with playing maple. but i still want to play, so sue me.

university applications wise everyone is starting to rant about it. well some people did surprise me with their applications (good and bad) and somehow when i read them, i really wished i had such opportunities like them. ok lah i know its bullshit cuz i got NTU's letter already, and well im seriously seriously fine with computer engineering really, cuz its raising my hopes to be near the animation industry so well~~~^^

the problem is well, i dun look forward to their culture over there. as my maple buddy said (she's in NTU) its boring to the max. boring lessons, boring lectures, so dead or wadever she said(actually she said things worse than this lol) so im quite apprehensive =/ furthermore, physics aint my strong subject and it kinda worries me that im stuck having to learn electronics and electricity =.= oh no.... i must go and get some physics pros and buddy them!!!!! RAWR. then again given NTU's 'dead' culture i wonder if i find anyone interesting enough... as in, no geek dressing pple please. or those who are... seriously geek although i know its functional to them lol.

i ever thought of appealing to change course, but i had two reasons against it. one: im too lazy. two: well, i dun think i will succeed. at this point, i dun think NUS will accept me so im not holding out much for them. im just relieved that i got into a university=) mum personally thought that i shouldnt appeal(whats given to u is given to u), sis thinks i should cuz physics will kill me, dad is just happy i went into uni. my entire family so neutral zzz.

well outings wise, i know i have not been attending lately. i can tell that my outings ratings are like a slim 0.01 % chance of going out hahahhaa. its all due to my teaching job in the afternoon, which is seriously bothering cuz it takes away the whole afternoon. and also because when i reach home, i go online to maple. bleh. and thirdly, when kev comes out its on the weekends so i want to acc him and that doesnt leave much for my frens. i know i pangseh my badminton pple and 4A classmates so many times until i think they dun wan to call me already. lol. well, i duno for how long more im gonna teach, but i think i might stop at may 11th (thats currently the date im signed on till) if so, they its kinda like holidays for me ya? then i can go out with u guys^^

and maybe lead a healthier, better lifestyle instead of sitting in this position for hours everyday typing. zzz.

thinking of drawing out a resolution list, cuz i think im becoming a potato sack and my life is seriously obstructed by potatoes in the middle of the road. kinda late, but better later than never right ;) i'll start on it during my break, hopefully.

oh btw i called up MOE and withdrew from the interview today. sis said if i went to fly kite on them, they'll blacklist me from further teaching jobs. bleh.

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